It’s
not easy being a ghost.
Or
so I assume. I must admit, I’ve never really been interested in ghosts, but
entirely by accident—or maybe it was because of a mischievous muse—I wrote a
ghost story, and I ended up liking my ghost very much.
She’s
not an evil person, but she made a big mistake during a very painful time of
her life: she laid a curse on her husband’s descendants. (Her husband may have deserved
it, but his descendants didn’t.) Now she’s been stuck on earth for two hundred
years, regretting her actions and desperate to move on —but the only way to do
that is to break the curse. (But
a ghost can only do so much, so the story has a hero and heroine who have to do
most of the work.)
Here’s
the blurb of The Christmas Knot. It’s
part of the boxed set, Captivated By His Kiss, which contains novellas by seven
different authors. At only 99 cents, it’s a great deal!
Widowed
and destitute, Edwina White takes a position as governess in a remote village
in the north of England—in a haunted house. She’s so desperate that she’ll take
anything, and besides, she doesn’t believe in ghosts. Little does she know that
her new employer is the seducer who lied and deceived her many years ago.
Sir
Richard Ballister inherited an estate with a ghost and a curse, and every
governess he hires leaves within a week. Finally, a woman desperate enough to
stay arrives on his doorstep—but she’s the seductress who dropped him many
years earlier for a richer man.
The
last thing Richard and Edwina want is to work together, but they have no
choice. Can they overcome the bitterness of the past in time to unravel a
centuries-old knot and end the Christmas curse?
And
here’s an excerpt. Edwina has just arrived at the haunted house where she is to work as a governess:
Her
employer was Richard Ballister?
Edwina
could do nothing but stare, aghast. Richard looked as appalled as she felt. She
gazed about her hopelessly, shivering in the gathering dusk. If she returned to
the inn, if she…
Richard
recovered himself and handed the waiting man a coin. “Thank you, Joseph. Off
you go before it starts to pour.” He grabbed Edwina’s valise and with a curt
motion of the head, indicated that she should follow him indoors.
She
hesitated. Death from exposure to the elements―for the first fat drops had
already begun to fall―or from mortification?
“For
God’s sake, Edwina, come indoors before I have to drag you.”
A
wave of nostalgia rolled over her. Typical, no-nonsense Richard Ballister—one
thing she had always loved about him. She didn’t love him anymore—that went
without saying; one couldn’t love a liar and a jilt—but a few good memories
lingered amongst the utterly miserable ones.
She
went inside, and he slammed the door behind her. Before she could move, he
loomed over her, large and threatening, trapping her between himself and the
door, and another shudder of memory went through her. He hadn’t changed much:
tall and darkly handsome, with a sensual curl of the lips and half-hooded,
appraising eyes.
Why
must desire rear its foolish head at such a time?
“What
the devil are you doing here?” he said.
Desire
and nostalgia dissipated at once. “Perhaps you should have identified yourself
in that advertisement, if you didn’t want an unpleasant surprise,” she snapped.
“Believe me, if I’d known you were my prospective employer, I wouldn’t have
come.”
“Wise
of you,” he drawled.
She
wanted to hit him. “If you had any consideration at all, you would have
arranged for the governess to apply to an agent in London, rather than spend
her every last farthing traveling to the middle of nowhere.” To find the one
man she loathed most in the entire world.
“Every
last farthing?” He rolled his eyes.
“Not
quite,” she retorted, spitting with fury. He retreated a few inches. Good. “I
have a ha’penny in my reticule.”
“You
can’t possibly be down to your last ha’penny,” he scoffed. “Your husband is a
very rich man. I ask again—why in God’s name are you here?”
“My
husband is dead,” she said flatly. “Didn’t you advertise for a widow?”
“My
condolences,” he said unpleasantly. “But that doesn’t make you a governess,
Edwina. Surely you can find some worthy charity or other to occupy your time.
Succoring the flower girls in Covent Garden or some such.”
Oh,
how she longed to hit him. “My husband
died penniless. Therefore I am penniless, too.”
He
blinked, taking it in. She didn’t blame him for being surprised. At the time of
her marriage, her late husband had indeed been wealthy. Richard’s lips curled
into an evil smile. “Well, but you’ve got a ha’penny left, didn’t you say?” He
threw his head back and laughed.
It
wasn’t a choice after all—she would perish of both mortification and the cold and wet. She whirled and wrenched
open the door. Rain lashed in, soaking her skirts. She grabbed her valise,
which Richard had dropped—he was still laughing, the disgusting brute―and
marched out into the downpour.
I
have a question: Assuming there are ghosts, are they usually scary and evil
(except Casper, of course, and the adorable ghost cat above)? Or are they often just lost and confused? Are
there good ghosts hanging around to be helpful? Just wondering what y’all
think!
Great post, Barbara!! We leave tomorrow to make our passage to St. Thomas. Since I can't write when I'm on watch, I'll be reading!! I can't wait. Shared.
Sounds like a great story, Barbara. I guess anyone who knows me know my fascination with ghosts. And yes, we have experiences to share. The Shenandoah Valley is a paranormal hot spot.
Thanks, Ella. Happy reading and sailing! :)
Hi, Beth. I had a lot of fun writing this particular ghost. I liked that she was really trying to fix things, and she was very feisty, too. :)
Sounds like a typical Barbara Monajem character. Gotta read this one!
Thanks, Mary M.
A must read for me!!
Downloaded my copy, can't wait to read it! Love ghost stories. Congrats Barbara!
Thanks, Mary R and Scarlet. My Pink Fuzzy buds are awesome!
Barbara, You've posed interesting questions about ghosts and I have no answers. But I know that your story is riveting and a must-read!